Saturday, June 26, 2010

this is my life

this is my life. i think my life was so very miserable just not because of my family and friends, it's because I have a lot of problems that I can't resolve. I'm a teenager18 of age, but in my age I had a lot of problems that I encountered especially when the topic is all about LOVE!! before, i always say that "love is only for a stupid person". maybe I can say that because the person who I wish to be with me for the rest of my life was hurt me a lot. we love each other for 2 1/2 years but there's some circumstances that we cannot resolved. my love for him grow since when we are in High School life (4th year). graduation came and start of being independent and to face all the challenges that we need to encountered. College life came, were the same course but not ih the school. at first, it's seems to be "ok", but when we are in secondary level, both of us became busy in our study, in short were having "COOL OFF" for 2months. every second, every minute and every day, I feel that my heart become pulverized. because i really don't like that decision. It's seems that I'm WASTING my time. So I called him, the person I love him a lot, and I asked him, "what's your plan?", and he answered me that "i really need to be alone". he broke up with me with no reason. i care and love so much but all of that it become wasted. GOD say's, "its happened because they have a reason". =(
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7 comments:

  1. REEVSJune 27, 2010 at 7:47 AM

    SZA* just always remember. "life goes on"
    kung kaya nya! mas kaya mo.! hehehe
    magask k lng. d2 lang kme.! :))

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  2. Kimberly ann umaliJune 28, 2010 at 5:17 AM

    sza♥ we are all here your friends to support you...
    Don't worry we will stay by your side in times of your pain,sorrow and worries..


    Just ask us...



    We love you..♥♥ .The cOF group are all here!wew

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  3. DON M. BOLIREJune 28, 2010 at 7:11 AM

    that's life...:)

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  4. kathrinaJune 28, 2010 at 11:35 PM

    aww! Sza, walang madali dito sa mundo. Lahat tayo dumadaan sa mga pagsubok. Sabi nga nung pari dito sa amin, kapag marami kang problema ibig sabihin palagi mo daw kasama si GOD kasi naaalala ka niya :)) it means GOD is always with you. HE will never leave you behind. Loveyou

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  5. Suriaga, Rizamae A.June 29, 2010 at 10:10 PM

    if u wer meant to be....there's we call destiny... destiny challenge us and take our love ones from us and if we prove something also destiny will find its way to return it back to... and also with the power of God......

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  6. remrem :)July 1, 2010 at 5:29 AM

    i have the same story with yours. it had really hurt me so much that the scars he had caused are still hard to mend. ganun siguro talaga ang buhay. minsan kelangang may isang taong manakit sayo para matutunan mung mahalin ang sarili mo. masakit sa una, pero time heals. totoo. hayaan mung hawiin ng panahon ang sakit na nararamdaman mu.

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  7. szariaJuly 2, 2010 at 4:25 AM

    all i can say that love will NEVER LAST =)

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